Thursday, October 23, 2003

Erste Hilfe mit mir | Muede....ich fuehle wie Scheiss | Wovor ich Angst habe | Ich werde reich

Heys all...this obviously won't be very long...these two days i've been back to school and i really can't explain why i just feel like shit. Really lor. i think i am weak or ah gua or whatever you call it. could also be that my stupid brother had to pass his stupid sickness to me now. if that's so i will kill him...or at the very least expose him to some amount of unpleasurable abuse...stupid thing...bleargh nevermind lah....just feeling like shit or terrible or what. I just had a one hour nap. Somehow, i feel worse than if i had no nap at all. damn...i think it's due to some biological clock effect or what lah. Maybe i'll do some research when i'm in the mood. IF i ever get in the mood that is. *sighs*

I'm afraid. very afraid. Afraid that i will just screw up my german reading compre and lose my A. Really. Not just Schraudy, the whole school, and the 6 of us ourselves have aimed to get an A, not for anyone, but for our own sakes. It's our lives and naturally we too want the best rite? i did this compre yest and it came back today looking like....crap. i don't even see why i bothered doing it in the first place if i'm gonna get such lousy results...and my german is really degenerating...i don't use words anymore...something like forgetting their very existence or wod...sure i know what they mean but i hardly use them at all! WHAT IS HAPPENING?! *sighs*

Had a first aid practical today. on myself. who would take a knife to dig out a splinter embedded in your skin? I sound maniacal. but still. that's what i did. haha.

And...about getting rich? me, reuben and kelvin are taking part in this scriptwriting competition...our plot is cool but as we're using it for competition...es muss aber geheim bleiben, okay? =X. all i can is that the jackpot is worth 15 grand...and perhaps a shot at hitting it big...wish us luck. =P

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