Hallo ihr alle da draussen...Nichtstun is German for cho boh lan, to do nothing at all...which pretty much sums up this week...super relax!! Especially on Thursday and Friday!! Spent more time SIB (Slacking In Bunk) than training...but then again the first 3 days were quite chiong la ok...the operative word here is 'quite'...but then it rained buckets on sunday, monday, thursday and friday, so we couldn't do jack for these few days...but the rain also made us lethargic to the point that i actually sms-ed a friend saying that i could just curl up in my bunk and DIE...yeah that's how slow-paced life was this week...
Tuesday and Wednesday we went back to the Spielplatz (SOC) for a rundown...which i totally disgusted myself with by my pathetic performance...can die lor. Passing time: 10:29. My time: 13:18. Why? I can't clear the stupid fucking low rope, which keeps slipping out from under me...i normally end up wasting time there and then getting so tired and demoralised that i can't pia finish the remaining 600m...ya anyhow i damn scared i gone fuck for SOC because i wanna pass it...and i only have one more shot, namely: SOC 9, Trial Test...because for SOC 10, i gotta book out for some checkup on the toenail...either i screw the checkup or i miss the real test....can't afford to do either so i better pass the trial...which gives me more stress...because how u cut 3 minutes off your rundown?? it's not easy lor!!! Come to think of it, extremely difficult would be a more befitting term...i won't say "Impossible" because some days back, Adidas posted the following anecdote:
'Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small people who would rather live in the world they are given rather than explore their powers. Impossible is not a fact. Impossible is an opinion. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is NOTHING.'
That struck me. But facing the odds...aiyah i donno la! Will i survive? I'll tell you next week...
Anyhow, had a psychometric test today. They gave me a set of patterns and told me to figure out the last one for myself...Scheiss einfach, wenn ihr mich mal danach fragt...Kein Problem! lalala, das hielte ich als Zeitverschwendung, weil ich doch mit Sam rausgehen wollte... Glücklicherweise hat's nur eine Stunde gedauert...dann wurde ich wieder frei...the afternoon with jie was good, except maybe she got quite bored during bowling (average 90!! Confirm!!) and for the human traffic jam, and for towing her all around looking for my paint...Ich bin ganz ganz dankbar, dass du da warst, jie...hab dich immer lieb und es tut mir Leid, dich am Flughafen abzuschicken...Komm schnell wieder nach Hause ok? Inzwischen...schreib mir! =)
-FINIT-
posted by quatscherei @ 00:33
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