A continuation from just now...well...it alternated again and again between sunshine and rain today...it was as if some madman upstairs couldn't decide whether to cry or beam at us mortals...
It's an interesting analogy, isn't it? Likening my current life into that of weather, or even likening an entire lifespan to one very, very long day...Life can be as unpredictable as the weather. Certainly, it will not remain sunny all day - time comes when the dark clouds gather and the raindrops begin to fall like so many tears...has it ever seemed to you that even the heavens weep for you? Or when thunderstorms raged outside as Mother Earth unleashed only a fraction of her full wrath upon us? Has simply being under the warmth of the Sun made your day? Has ever a rainbow in the sky made you drop your work and just wonder? You can never ever tell when it will come, and you can never foresee what the clouds have to tell...life can be as unpredictable as the very weather.
Maybe i'm just being melodramatic...this kind of weather is a kinda apt way to describe myself...sunshine, rain, a rainbow which may never show itself...but...after the rain...there was always sunshine...as there always will be...and there are such endless possibilities...all the sunshine she brings and all the raindrops that we've both cried to ourselves may either form into the most dazzling rainbow, or nourish the parched soil of our beings...
Think. Appreciate the next time it begins to rain. Bask in the sunshine more often. It's therapeutic...in my opinion that is...
->fin<-
Another week of sai kang beckons...hopefully, this week, i'll get to swim, hit the gym, not sleep so much, improve at bridge, and beat the lethargy...I also passed my basic theory evaluation! Test date on the 18th March, 2004...about 12 more days of waiting...for that fateful Friday...i better pass on the first try...cannot be that cui... hopefully also i won't kena so much sai kang from all over...my Battery's 2I/C is coming back and i heard that he's not as nice as our current boss...that's quite shatty...what's worse is that he's becoming the Boss in September...i don't think i'll be particularly pleased...but by then...i hope tahan a bit more then can switch into mood already...undergo CCC (Civilian Conversion Course)...
And hopefully, i'll get to meet someone...the thing is...we end up making small talk only when we do meet...so many things that i want to say but can't bring myself to...i only dare to say it when she's not standing in front of me...sigh...okay...i shall say it...
no matter how painful it is to love someone, it is painful only if that person is cruel enough to inflict it to the extent that it really begins to hurt. I don't mind going home late. I don't mind just listening to you talk to your friends. I don't mind at all. And thankfully, you aren't (or haven't been) that cruel to me (yet?)...
What can i say? In a mixture of languages, mercì beaucoup, koritsimou...du bist meine kleine Heldin...dürfen wir füreinander kleine Helden werden?
posted by quatscherei @ 17:58
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