Hallo ihr alle da draussen...So the cadets had their EX FIREBALL over the past two days, with boss overseeing the entire thing...which naturally caused mel and myself some...consternation...because, well...with boss around, their FIREBALL was almost ops level...well, they didn't have deployment drill timings to meet, just an overall Ops TTR to meet...and stuff like that...but once boss left after nightfall...oh man...
I remember fucking someone really badly. Questioning the integrity of an officer (because i wasn't cock sure it was him...never really expected it...bleah) anthony and i arguing over what i should have and shouldn't have said...sigh. That's a problem with the Army...there's a difference between those who are making a living out of it and those who are just serving the nation. I know of the need to show an image. I guess i'm simply too direct. wye hong, forest, fats and friends all believe i should see the consequences and well...i do. Jeez. I know that when i confronted them regarding the rifle issue, there were many tense moments of silence...i added the officer part because i wanted to flush the culprit out...although ryan told me his suspicions but still, it could've been some cadet, yes? Sigh. As for fucking that guy...melvyn has this interesting theory...
He believes i have maggots in my brain...when i see something being done wrong, a rush of hot blood activates these maggots, causing them to devour my reason...which will cause me to turn into the Prince of Hell...but i must say that i have been pretty restrained during this BTACC. I think it must have been the officers who kept me in check. Although i may have offended them...sigh sigh. This may not be good at all, but still...c'est la vie, and life goes on, yes? I guess i will have to be more watchful. sigh. These cadets will be stunned if i have to take the Specialist Course...i think officers who are about to ORD are the worst tekan monsters around. I can already see myself becoming it.
Anyway, nice one, melvyn...haha.
And here is the continuation to the song Hör mir zu...das hier ist einfach, wie seine Liebhaberin zu seinem Liebeslied reagiert:
Ich weiss nicht wievielmal ich gehofft hab
Wir würden miteinander reden,
Denn so oft lag deine Wahrheit zeimlich nah bei meiner
Wir waren wohl blind, denn gesehen hat's keiner
Was Du sagst, kann auch ich so sagen
Mit gleicher Wut, gleichem Schmerz.
Ertragen nur bis hier und nicht einen Schritt weiter
Raufen uns zusammen oder scheitern.
Ich hör Dir zu, aber nur wenn Du was erzählst von dir
Nicht von dem, für den Du Dich hältst
Will es sehn ganz klar und nicht verschwommen, schon vergessen?
You got to stand by your woman!
Es light mir viel an Dir und was,
Was wir haben kann riesengross sein, alles überragen
Wenn wir es wollen jede Stunde aller Tage,
Kannst du das sehen?
Hörst Du, was ich sage?
Hör mir zu, hör mir zu, nur dieses eine Mal...
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