Saturday, March 19, 2005

Das Ausgeben und sein Beziehung mit Armut | Haushalt machen | Die Alcohol-Cache | Daylight in Your Eyes...

Hallo ihr alle da draussen...sigh i feel so broke...wollt ihr wissen, warum?

So geht's (Und es ist alles auf Deutsch!):

Gestern hab ich erfahren, als ich die Zeitung las, dass es ein Sonderangebot beim Turf City gebe...also könne man Schuhen und sonstiges billig kaufen und so bin ich heute nach Turf City gegangen, mir neue Schuhen zu kaufen! Meine alte Paar sind längst kaputt...sie bleiben noch bei mir, nur weil ich manchmal laufen will (in Camp laufe ich schon genug aber na ja...das kann man nie vorhersagen) so hab ich Adidas Superstar Lebensstilschuhen gekauft...für $80...danach bin ich nach Westmall gegangen, weil mein Bruder sich einem neue Rücksack kaufen wollte...

But i bought my digital camera there too! Sigh. Wieder mal, der Macht des Sonderangebots...so now i have an Olympus mju-mini...all in all, today i spent about $650. About half of this month's paycheck (back pay included)...so i shall have to stop spending, stop buying books, and if i go out, only for food and movies. Stop pubbing - no money to pub. Okay lah sounds decent...maybe i can even include some pool - it's not too expensive. But overall...i feel....POOR!

Today i helped out with the housework! Haha...that's good, considering that i didn't go out today...it's a good change from the past of just lazing at home and procrastinating. I bathed the dog! Haven't done that since those days at Seletar. I guess that after my old dog died, i wasn't too interested in getting another dog because i probably don't want to see another dog die...but i can't say the same for my poppa and my brother...and so today i was arrowed to bathe the dog, or else (can you believe it?? Arrowing!! Outside of Khatib Camp!) But then again i had fun. More interesting was that my sister came out to watch me bathe the dog. Hmmm.

And guess what. I've chanced upon an alcohol cache! Well it's nothing much lah, about 2 bottles of really old Chivas Regal and 2 bottles of Hennesy (dunno if that's the way you spell it, but hecks) and one bottle of Johnny Walker! Happy days...So what's still missing?

1. Bombay Sapphire (gin)
2. Tequila
3. Kahlua (coffee liqeuer)
4. Triple sec curacao
5. Absolut vodka

Anyone nice enough to buy me a bottle (or two?)

Sigh...these days, everyone's busy...she's busy...and i don't want to call her...she sounds so tired and so depressed...like all the life has gone out of her smiling eyes...although my feelings for her have mellowed somewhat, but still...i'm getting a bit worried...she always used to encourage me and bring me back on my feet but now? I guess...i guess that she's opening up to me...showing me that deep down, everyone has their cracks...sigh...jun...what can i do for you? You just have to tell me...tell me your problems...tell me your fears...and i will stand by you...for as long as it takes, for as long as it will ever need...because you were there too...

In moments of fear and darkness
You covered me with light and hope
And you have to let me know if there is
Something i can do for you

Sometimes i wonder
If i had made it without...

...the way you love me and support me
Makes me know we'll never part
The way you touch me deep in my soul -
That's the reason you're in my heart...~No Angels - Reason

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