Vorbereitung auf die Pruefungen | Lektuere ueber das Schicksal =P
Hallo?? Geht das Titel?? Okay anyhow. someone once said "Every flower has its seed, every creature its destiny." If my source is correct, it came from an extraterrestrial intelligence which conversed directly with someone on Earth through someone under hypnosis...Isn't this statement true? As creatures of this existence we all have our own destiny to find and fulfill...The word. Destiny. Das Schicksal. It seems that every language has a special word for it. The fact that an extraterrestrial said this - what does it mean? Do they understand us to that extent that they know that we all contribute to a greater destiny, a greater Good? Or are they responsible for us being here? Certainly, they know much more than what we know...Or is there another place beyond this existence? Ich lese weiter vor: "Weep not for those who have fulfilled their earthly obligation, but rejoice that they have escaped that charge of material suffering. As the flower dies, the seed is born and so shall it be for all things." Isn't that cheem? To say the least it would be very very philosophical...even religious. Perhaps there
IS an intelligence out there which knows better about where we go after death or about mankind's ultimate destiny...Perhaps death is but transcendence into another dimension? I'll talk about that shortly...notice i used
mankind statt
humanity?
It is my opinion that humanity is sprinkled throughout the Universe, and mankind is just one of many forms....
Ever heard of
dowsing? Hmm...here's an experiment of dowsing you might want to know about...let's say you have a pendulum consisting of a wooden bob and a length of string which you can vary. Nature has devised this method of classifying substances, according to the
length at which the pendulum will gyrate, and then the number of gyrations i.e., how many times it moves in a circular motion...for example, it will gyrate over lead and silver at 22 inches but at a different number of gyrations...However, there is a physical limit for all values which occurs at 40 inches. This is the length for anger and death. However, it has been proven that pendulum gyrations occur beyond 40 inches, however at a certain displacement. If the pendulum gyrates at x inches, it will gyrate again at (40+x) inches. simple enough to understand?? I don't think so...cuz ich versteh das auch nicht ganz genau...i'm stupid lar hor. haha...Our dimension has no response for time. However. the concept of time causes a response at 60 inches. So beyond this world, time becomes significant...or not? I have no idea. But this may be proof that alternate dimensions exist....or a world beyond death...a world explored by the aforementioned intelligent beings?
*whew* okay that was a bit hard to digest...moving on...common tests are here with the end of the holidays...I just finished a hardcore session of mugging which cleared all my Organic Chemistry topics...yay. so proud. =X hahaha...As such I won't be online until Wednesday at least...I really am
that arrogant regarding German huh? Ich hab kein Plan, Deutsch zu lernen. maybe a bit lah. If listening to German radio and news counts as preparation then i've done a lot liao...Listening to the radio all day. hahahaha...*yawns* that's why i'm giving you something hard to digest...probably take 4 days to digest (natuerlich mit ein bisschen von Durchfall und Uebergeben...=X) yess!!! Wish me luck!! au revoir =P
Vorwarnung | Splinter Cell
Hallo hallo ihr alle da draussen...wie geht's?? Ich hab diese schlimme Vorwarnung...i'm gonna be sick again....been sneezing for like the past whole day...*atchooo* owwww~ *rubs nose* tian ah....eme start school again le. poor ger....jia you ok?? must must...for kor's sake. hahaha =P
Ich war heute in der Schule!!! Morgens am 10 Uhr...went to school to do chem n maths. Maths ah...does
one question of probability count?? Hey, ich bin ziemlich stolz drauf!! Then...did 2 Chem S questions...organic chem. I think I am becoming pretty....
adept at doing them....i mean, okay i sound like a jackass but i do them instead of
hitting the notes... well i have to
think...really think hard because some things are just so discreet you need to open your *bigbig* eyes to see it...brain-teasers. i like!! hahaha....then went for Maths lect...*sneezes* where *sneezes again* we did the common test paper for last year...I wish this year the emphasis was on Statistix not on Pure Math...i'm so dead because of that...because...you can't cram
15 months' work in 2 days!! I'm just focussing on year 2 topics. Screw year 1 topics. really. Vergessen! Weggelassen!
Samantha, if you read this...tut mir Leid, jie aber ich hab's doch versucht! Vergib mir. =(
Moving on to better things...I
FINALLY got Splinter Cell running! =D after numerous attempts and 2 driver changes for the graphics card. And what can I say? It's a really cool game! But the emphasis on stealth is waaaay too high. I can handle it but....it's like...Keep everything quiet, shooting should be a last resort....but then again that's what makes it cool i suppose. One man against an army...you can't expect to kill them all can you? A stealthy in and a quick out would be your best chances.
Like a ghost...aber kein Poltergeist!! *grins* Oh no. there goes my hopes of studying. *sighs*
Kapieren | Nicht kapieren
Wieder Halloechen an euch alle...how're things? Habe die Vergiftung fast besiegt!! Es handelt sich jetzt nur um Zeit. =) hahaha... anyway. still preparing myself for the common tests (steeling myself for failure more like haha...) cannot make it liao lar, i've hardly done anything...haix just cross my fingers...it's gonna be okay in the end huh? *sighs* hmmmm...gonna do math later.
Went out with sam yesterday...to watch Far From Heaven...about a film set in the 1950's with actors i hardly know...it's about racism and homosexuality in a conservative United States...imagine your husband divorcing you for another man. And is it really forbidden for a white to touch a black? Prejudices which should hardly exist today but sadly still do....anyway, met sam to give her this book on Unis in Germany...
Studieren, aber wo? it's real thick for a university guide...because every town with a university is included i think....hope it's useful....on the way back i tried to steal her purple karabiner but she noticed, bleargh...my jie's still a great girl though. should have spent more time sleeping on her. hahaha...
Anyway here's lyrics for a song in German....if you need a translation leave it in the comments yeah...
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Laith Al-Deen - Bilder von Dir
Meine Worte hüllt in Schweigen
denn so können sie nicht fliehen
Das was Dunkel macht das bleibt
und läßt das andere ziehn
ich kann nicht sagen
und will nicht vergessen
oh nein nein nein
wie ich es seh
Worte sind wie Pulver
wenn du den Himmel küßt
Ich fühl es in meinem Kopf
ich fühl es überall hab´s lang vermißt
Ich kann nicht sagen
und ich will nicht vergessen
oh nein nein nein
wie ich es fühl
Bilder von Dir überdauern bis in alle Zeit
Bilder von Dir überdauern bis in die Ewigkeit
Tausend Spuren und Gedanken
nicht das kleinste Stück von mir
Du läßt mich taumeln läßt mich wanken
die Luft ist voll von Dir
Ich kann nichts sagen
und ich will nicht vergessen
oh nein nein nein
wie ich es fühl
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okaes...school's gonna reopen. Hardly any homework done. School is pretty much a 1-token affair (
i.e., when it's Game Over, there ain't no 2nd chance...) hey that's a really apt way of putting things, don't you agree?? Hey, to the Singaporean education system: we're not that bad liao lor!!! Keep upgrading...see what i just heard on German radio (bei
N-joy)
Wie viele Bundeslaender gibt es in Deutschland? Antwort: 12 (correct answer: 16)
Wann fand der erste Weltkrieg statt? Antwort: Weiss ich nicht so genau ich weiss nur Hitler, umgefaeht '41, '45...? (correct answer: 1914-1918)
wtf?! Deutsche koennten ihre Geschichte besser kennengelernt haben! *oops* don't kill me, da ich verschwinde!!
Die Vergiftung
Hallo ihr alle da draussen...bin krank geworden!! Durch Essensvergiftung, wie der Arzt mir erzaehlt hat...jetzt hab ich Durchfall und hab mich auch paar mal uebergeben...keine Ahnung, ich wuensch mir dass ich schnell wieder fit wird!! *sighs* food poisoning. i donno what caused it because i have been eating so much in the past 2 days...'tis just a really sucky feeling where you're hungry but your stomach is kinda bloated so you can't eat?? Respiration by bacteria creates CO2 maybe. just another theory. I have taken to studying Statistics....Probability. bleargh. It's not as simple as in secondary school...well...I guess i'm not in Kansas anymore!! *frowns*
Okay been sleeping lots today too. A tip: rehydrate yourself...you really need the water to prevent dehydration from setting in....i know it feels like shit drinking more water but...you still gotta do it. okay?? alles klar, bye!
Faulheit zu bekaempfen
Halloechen ihr alle...wie geht es eigentlich? Besides sweltering heat and the pseudo-holidays (cuz we still gotta mug and all that shit) nothing's really up...oh....got got...last weekend was the BWM (
Back
Woods
Man) camp...it was real good fun! Let's see. Saturday was the kayaking expedition...unfortunately there was a shortage of boats and i had to
walk half the journey...not that its bad or what larhs...just tt a bit sian...nevermind. Then i got to kayak back on a
sea kayak...it really handles well because i can accelerate very quickly and its a very light craft...i can't say the same for seasickness though. -.- But after you're done with it all you do feel better to continue on and on and on...too bad that there was a storm shortly after and we had to beach...hahaha i finally got the feeling of
surfing, dude! hahaa...not exactly lah but the *light light* sea kayak was actually surfing a crest when i came in lor...very fast and very thrilling...a cheap thrill lah hahaha...=P
Spent sunday at pulau ubin...haha finally Buloh won!! I'm proud of you all juniors...shows that you all really can make it! hahahaha...then i can retire in peace liao...finally done the wrong of AC some justice huh? =P Then monday went back for debrief...which was a waste of time lah i actually spent more time playing volleyball and playing football lor...won the juniors 6-1...i suck at goalkeeping!! then again i couldn't see the ball...>.< wah lauz....
Anyway...i am turning into a pig! I only know how to eat sleep wake up play computer watch TV play computer and then sleep again...I must do work!!! watch me at work hahahaha...i think i gg try maths later...must liao...if not common test i will be dead...D-E-A-D...german also haven't done anything...i think i shall hatch an evil plot to get rid of them teachers...the OAC teachers are no fun at all lor...OAC is all about outdoor fun so should we sacrifice that for the face of the school? and what's with no overnighting?? I know it's a school policy but still...it's a bit bei gong she ying...whatever lah. hai....an der Arbeit!
-Lektueren machen bloed!-
Hallo an euch alle...how're things?? Combining yesterday and today (because my entry yesterday bloody disappeared *frowns*) i have discovered one thing...lectures aren't fun at all!! Especially when they're hardcore lectures all the way...*bleargh* let's see. Had Bio yesterday and today...Bio is fun larhs because you DO learn something...especially for yesterday...We learnt genetic fingerprinting and gene therapy yesterday...How do you identify someone with a genetic disorder?? Ich gehe essen!
...ok back. How how?? First you need to
obtain the person's genotype (from nucleated cells!) then you
digest the DNA with
restriction enzymes Following which, you carry out
gel electrophoresis to seperate the DNA fragments produced...following which you carry out
Southern Blotting well you just force a nitrogenous film on it and PRESS *nnng!* >.< hehe...to transfer the DNA...then you carry out
probing using a specific radioactive gene probe...if radiation is detected...then defective genes may be present...yup. Math was okay because i had to focus on the Normal Distribution if not i would just fail hypothesis testing...but Chem!! ach, Chemie, chemie....
Stellt ihr euch das mal vor: There's a
Jugglypuff (no this one's not cute!) standing there droning on and on about Food Chemistry >.< augh!! Sorry if i sound arrogant but i believe i've done this for bio last year!! *frowns* da sollten sie etwas anders gefunden haben! -.-
wells...there's also this thing about CIP. Been seeing lots of booklets going here and there these days...i just realised i lost mine. luckily got myself a new one...but that means i'll have to get EVERYTHING re-signed!! wah lao....gonna get my ears bent from scolding lor....why am i so careless...now i'm 5 bucks the poorer too! -.- luckily i still have 20 hours' worth with someone else...if she loses it i am so gonna kill her...don't you feel it's disgusting to do it for the hours?? Scholarship boards look at who's the
ideal scholar not what the person really is...I would rather enjoy my remaining JC life than spend it chionging everything! Those who can keep everything in balance normally have hardly a life! And i mean that. wtf...I'm not going that way; no time to go that way anyhow. anyway...take care...und jetzt nehme ich von euch Abschied...*poof*
:Ich schlafe, aber ich bin noch muede:
Hey ihr alle da draussen...wie geht's euch?? Nach 2 Tagen von Bewegung bin ich noch muede (ich hab immerhin 10 stunden geschlafen und es reicht nicht!) Well, after 1-star kayaking i spent the next day at Pulau Ubin (just a small island really...) cycling!! It's fun but exhausting...never did true all-terrain before so...it was quite extreme larhs. *bounce bounce bounce*...almost had an accident! hahaha...trotzdem bin ich hier, fit, gelenk and gesund!! hahaha...
I am still exhausted. I cannot explain why...maybe it's all the lack of sleep catching up...what if i went to sleep and never woke up?? i don't know...i believe someone is out there but then again it's a belief and one can never be sure...and according to maslov, my needs haven't been all satisfied so if i were to die i would face fear rather than inner peace...that makes sense doesn't it? *sighs*...but i still have a whole life ahead of me...i guess just enjoy and cherish...was denkt ihr dazu? leave your comments!! hehe...
Ooh...if you have any good music from the 80's preferably disco, tell me...i'm getting mp3s to drop into my vice city mp3 player...should be all 80's dun't y'all think?? thanks! i am signing off. good bye, good hunting!!
Excelsior!
Aftermath
Hallo an euch alle da draussen...aftermath of 1 star? Today was just a mini-expedition...I think i am prone to seasickness! bleargh...horrible feeling. But i found out that if i can get my partner in the forward cockpit to join me in rowing canoeist style, we build up speed and i forget my nausea...hahaha...but it takes its toll on your muscles. They're totally exhausted now!! hahaha...at least now i know what its like to be a canoeist...=/ or maybe i
HAVE finally gone raving mad. wheee~
Wah...tomolo still got recce @ ubin...going to die le. eme, go out wif kor ba...hahaha...it seems now tt entire hol i will be in singapore...hai. take care y'all! ciao...
More dream theory...
Hallo ihr!! Endlich kommt der Ferien wieder! Anyhow. Been a really tiring week (for some reason, i haven't recovered from the workout i got yesterday...today i woke up and
*boink* on the floor immediately...cannot stand. >.
Anyway, time for some
dream theory...wah this is getting really cheem huh? Okay. Dreams are
guardians of sleep rather than disturbers...if the sleeping mind is able to ignore the sensory stimuli, or the mind is likely to take the stimuli and build a dream around it to preserve sleep. What the mind does in weaving stimuli into the fabric of dreams is to remove the component of reality. Dreams are wish-fulfilments. Thus, the mind attempts to change the stimuli into something which can be inserted into the context of a dream...however, if the intensity of the stimuli is unusually high, the stimuli may cause a returning to consciousness which will result in awakefulness! =P
Now on to Vice City...i AM making good progress i hope...hahaha...gonna win liao woot~ no lah. it is interesting just to drive around town...it's fun in a way. the radio isn't helping me to focus on the missions too because some of the stations just play simply damn good music! If you play Vice, listen to Flash FM, Emotion 98.3 or Wave 103. they're cool for the music. yeah. until then...wish me lotsa luck, y'all take care too!
*1-star kayaking tom. bleah.*
Grand Theft Auto: Vice City
Hey ihr alle da draussen!! draussen ist es wieder warm, also, seid gut und bleibt gesund!! Just began playing GTA:Vice City...it's a really good improvement over GTA III...the graphics are much cooler and so are the missions...and so is the radio!! Authentic 80's music...with real DJ's too! now is that cool or is that phat?? =P you didn't really have a choice! hahaha...
I'm dead shagged. why do i keep training myself?? perhaps it is a way to relieve stress...a good and productive way may i add...haahaa =P So why not?? did 6 laps and a variety of other training. i think my training partner is afraid of me -.- hahaha...well brother, pass NAPFA and i'll get off your back. =P yupyup!! heehee...take care you all. ciao~
~Todmuede zu sein~
Hello ihr alle da draussen...finally today got OAC again...but its like one of the last few trainings for the seniors?? I'm sorta sad...time passes so quickly! Wenn die Zeit nicht so schnell vergeht...-.- boohoo~ haha...i'm dead shacked now loh...had PT...run around and around and around...and do exercises...hai. sianz. will write when i have more to write... bye.
Unschuldig daran, klein zu sein
Hey y'all...this will be short. What is tallness and what is shortness??? Is being 180 cm tall (*
AHEM!*) my fault? your fault?? is being short anyone's fault?? so...dun ever be sad/insulted/angry/pissed if anyone makes fun of height...because its all the same...imagine what would have happened if some time long long ago tall people were short and short pple were tall? i'd be very short!!! its just a way of defining a word....so there. bye!
